I was barely 17 and it was my first serious relationship so I thought I was in love and shit. My boyfriend was a virgin too so we were like “fuck it.” we’ll lose it together. Since both of our parents were super strict he had the genius idea to go to a motel. This nigga found the sketchiest motel in Maryland for me to lose my innocence in. When we got there it smelled like cigarettes and Armenian pussy AND it was dusty as shit. I’m surprised I didn’t see one of those chalk outlines of a dead prostitute on the floor. So anyways we were both scared shitless and I turned on the TV and the Jackson 5 movie had just started. After we watched a bit of it we got comfortable we started kissing and I got a little turned on. Then he was just like “Take off your clothes.” and I was like umm. I’m sure there’s a sexier way of doing this, but we both just got completely naked and then he was like “Lie down?” so I laid down on the hard ass bed and then he was like “Wait I need a condom.” So he goes into his jeans pocket and he brought out a magnum and I was like WTF cause I knew those were for big dicks and his was likebarely 6 inches. so he puts it on and it was loose as fuck. It looked like a infant wearing his dads sock. Then he just got on top of me and shoved his dick in me. No foreplay or fingering or head or anything. I let out he loudest howl ever cause it hurt so bad. It probably sounded like the beginning of The Lion King. The next couple of strokes hurt but after a while it got tolerable. Mind you the condom was huge so the whole time he was stroking he was holding the condom from falling off his dick -__- and he basically did this for like 45 minutes and I was begging for it to be over because I wasn’t even horny at all anymore. To top it all off in the background all I heard was “ohhh baby give me one more chanceee!” Cause we never turned off the TV and the Jackson 5 movie was still playing. Needless to say, I cant listen to that song anymore. Like an hour had passed and he couldn’t cum so I was like FUCK THIS were done and I put my clothes on and left and I waddled to his car cause my pussy hurt so bad and waited for him to take me home.
And that is how I lost my innocence.